no more in the middle

thanks to all of you who showed concern... max, jaxe, huilin, andrew, ailing, siggle, and self-restrained... i am not dying as yet, but sometimes, wish that i can speed up the process...

so i spoke to my boss about the vss, and i told him that i will take the vss now and not go to india... and then i proposed that i will go if he gives me a different contract... and then like usual, he tries to brainwash me... but in the end, he said he will let me know in 2 weeks time what his decision is...

so, i am prepared to loose my job. and i don't care... i am not bothered and i don't want to think anymore... so i am leaving it to god... and i trust that he will provide...