life is fragile

i am often reminded of this statement by a friend... he is haunted by the loosing of a dear friend... i finally understood what that statement meant...

life is indeed short and fragile, you will never know when someone you love will decide to leave you...

to a brother, a friend, you will be deeply missed... i am so sorry i did not go to the wake, i do not know how to react... often we said, for someone so sick, it's for the better that you don't have to suffer anymore, but how many people actually know, how deeply saddened we will be? and to learn that you went alone is unbearable... no one to be by your side at the last moments? how much more depressing can it be? for 15 years you suffered, for 15 years you fought, maybe it's time that you rest, rest in peace my brother...