30 days and I drown myself with work, and played as much game as possible, but I can't really concentrate. I still think about you constantly. I want to talk to you, I want to eat with you, and I want to be annoyed by you.
I have been thinking a lot lately about the past, trying my best to remember every moment. Do you remember the time when we were stuck at the dentist because we went to the toilet after the treatment. We were the last patients and then we went to the toilet, and they closed up and went home because they didn't know we were still there. We called a few people to find them and then they came back and opened the door for us, you were worried that time because you needed to go home to cook for us all.
I remember the time when I was so sick, high fever I think. I don't how old I was back then but I was still young, and we were still staying with Ah Ma, in the house behind high school. You gave me hor lin teh, and I drank and I said it is very nice, but actually it was very bitter but because I was sick I couldn't taste properly. The next day you gave me again, and I happily gulped it, but then that time I was already feeling better, and I tasted the bitterness.
And there was the time when I swallowed a fish bone, and you asked lodao to carry me to the clinic to have it remove. How about the time when we walked from the shop house to visit Ah Ma and I dropped into the drain? Do you remember? And the time when you told me to eat the rice and I was trying to finish all of it, but actually it is a lot, and then you said, if cannot eat don't eat, and then I said, you also never said it earlier, so I was trying to eat all of those rice. There are a lot of memories and there could be more, but now there will not be any new memories with you in it.
This photo was taken when we went to Cameron Highlands during my 3 months unpaid leave, you enjoyed yourself that time, I did too, but my car had problems, and we were supposed to detour to go to lumut so that you can buy some seafood products, but we rushed to come back to Klang because I was worried that the car will breakdown. And then we said we will go next time, but we never got to go. And there is one promise I made but I never kept and I will never be able to make it up to you, will you please forgive me? If you come back, I promise we will go, I promise...
I have been thinking a lot lately about the past, trying my best to remember every moment. Do you remember the time when we were stuck at the dentist because we went to the toilet after the treatment. We were the last patients and then we went to the toilet, and they closed up and went home because they didn't know we were still there. We called a few people to find them and then they came back and opened the door for us, you were worried that time because you needed to go home to cook for us all.
I remember the time when I was so sick, high fever I think. I don't how old I was back then but I was still young, and we were still staying with Ah Ma, in the house behind high school. You gave me hor lin teh, and I drank and I said it is very nice, but actually it was very bitter but because I was sick I couldn't taste properly. The next day you gave me again, and I happily gulped it, but then that time I was already feeling better, and I tasted the bitterness.
And there was the time when I swallowed a fish bone, and you asked lodao to carry me to the clinic to have it remove. How about the time when we walked from the shop house to visit Ah Ma and I dropped into the drain? Do you remember? And the time when you told me to eat the rice and I was trying to finish all of it, but actually it is a lot, and then you said, if cannot eat don't eat, and then I said, you also never said it earlier, so I was trying to eat all of those rice. There are a lot of memories and there could be more, but now there will not be any new memories with you in it.
This photo was taken when we went to Cameron Highlands during my 3 months unpaid leave, you enjoyed yourself that time, I did too, but my car had problems, and we were supposed to detour to go to lumut so that you can buy some seafood products, but we rushed to come back to Klang because I was worried that the car will breakdown. And then we said we will go next time, but we never got to go. And there is one promise I made but I never kept and I will never be able to make it up to you, will you please forgive me? If you come back, I promise we will go, I promise...
No comments:
Post a Comment