me and my weekends

hello all, i am finally back in action... well, actually after my operation the other day, i have gone back to work, but work is now demanding too much of my time, hence i cannot write too much...

to all those who bothered to ask, how was i, i am fine and thanks for your concern... to those who didn't know what was going on, well, read my previous post...

some of you may already know, hubby has gone to qatar, and this is already the fourth week he is gone, so all my weekends are rather dull... the weekdays are easy to pass because i am so over loaded with work, the weekends, gosh they are long...

i miss him so much, i never thought i'd ever admit this but i really miss him... i always thought i was that kind of person who can live whether he is near or far, but the reality seemed to show otherwise... sigh... still counting the days before he come back... the problem is, i don't know when he is coming back...

ok, like usual, on a sunday like this, i am sitting the my regular cafe having my coffee, so there was this few person sitting on the next table, and they caught my attention... actually i wasn't even listening until i heard one of the woman said, can i have the catalogue, the waiter was like ?, and then she sounded very annoyed and said, you know your book where i can make my order? and the waiter went, oh, you mean the menu? and she said yes... and then after all that hassle, she ordered, "limau ais" and the waiter went ha? and again annoyed she said, you know, tea, with some limau... the waiter said, you want iced lemon tea? she said yes...

i was controlling my laugther, so bad of me, to laugh... but then what really pisses me off is that, if you cannot speak english, speak mandarin la... what's the big deal, i spoke mandarin when i place my order, not because i cannot speak english, but it's simply less formal... you are in a cafe, not a hotel or any high class place or what, what is there to show off... and then when the poor waiter delivered her "limau ais" he was cursed again, all the poor guy did was, smile at her, and she told her friend, smile what smile, wait until i slap him, aiyo! and she said that in mandarin... i was thinking, try to slap him and see what i will do... well, the fact is that the waiter is this young boy only, probably a part-timer in this place, and all he is trying to do, is earning a decent living, and this woman just walk in and behaves like some pain in the a**...

and then, she was having a laptop, just like me, as usual, i play games, and i don't know what she was doing, i couldn't be bothered, with a woman like this, come on... and then, her boyfriend, or husband or whatever was curious and told her to teach him how to operate a computer, and she like hero showing off... click here click there, then scolding that man, telling him like why i said left you click right, but the problem was i heard her said right!!! so instead of left clicking that poor man was right clicking and getting scolding for no reason, and i was like, at the tip of my tongue, wanted to tell him, come i teach you... hehehe, but i never did that la... why bother with other people's problem...

just came to my mind, i am not that bad after all, i treat people nice when they are nice, i am only nasty to bad and nasty people... so who say i am bad? hmm... i am a nice person... ok, give a pat on my back and say "well done, silly, you are nice!" ok ok, enuff of those silly thots, lets get back to life... ok, signing off now and i am going back to my games, bye people!

april

this is my first post in april and i am doing it from acheh... sigh... what am i doing here? i don't know... this will probably be my last post for this month too... i'll be going home on friday only and on monday i'll be admitted to sjmc for my thyroid removal surgery and i guess i'll be away for three weeks...

if i will be alive and well, i shall update this blog and let you loyal readers know how i am doing... signing off now... adios...

updates...

here i am sitting in the aceh office looking blankly into the screen of my computer... i am actually quite tired... will be going to medan later this afternoon and back home the next day... then it'll be the weekend... gosh, am i counting the minutes or what?

went to the MSProject training the other day, was held in JWMarriott, KL, and the place is nice... the 1st day, i went to register and then the nice lady told me that they have breakfast at the hall, so i went to get a quick bite, and the waffle counter smelled delicious, so i waited for the chef to prepare waffles... there was a lady in front of me, and another one behind me, i was 2nd in line... so once the waffle is ready, the chef cut it into two and gave the lady in front half, and as she was handing the other half, that woman behind quickly put her plate infront and said "i can handle half" i looked at her with my eyes almost popping out of it's socket, how rude can one get? then she shyly said, oh, you want a whole piece and not half right? and i said, as loudly as i can to make sure everyone else knows what is happening, "i only wanted half, but if you are so hungry and cannot wait, you can have that 1st, i have no issues with that" i was just thinking, is where does she comes from, judging from the clothings, she looks great and don't seem like an idiot... but the fact is, she is one... luckily she was not in the same training as me, she is in some other convention, if she is in the same training as me, i would've mocked here every other chance i have...

went to sjmc to get an ultrasound for my thyroid (however you spelled it), the doctor said it's too big have to be removed, so next week i'll go make appointment to let him cut open my neck... quite nervous about it actually, some people are of no help, they keep telling how major the operation is, how long it'll take to recover, how risky, how this, how that... the thing is, i KNOW the risks, but i need more comforting words la, like don't worry so much, doctors nowadays are very skillful or something like that la... well, the bad news is, the lump could be cancerous, so the doctor have to take it out and then do some tests to see if it is cancerous, i am hoping it's not, but i am still freaking out...

loo loo

loo loo, skip to my loo... skip to my loo my darling...

i was reading through some of my old posts, and amazingly i was laughing away... it's been quite some time since loo loo appear in my blog, and i though what the heck, lets write about her anyway...

i realise how boring my blog has become when it's not centered on loo loo... so, today, i think i will some of the tales i heard about her... yes, you are right, she still disgusts me... even though we are far away, the thought of her makes me wanna puke... wargh...

well, for a start, give me the honour to remind you that she is easy... *L* (chuckles)... i bet you know what i meant when i say easy, right? well, let me remind you that when she first join zelan, she was cute and i quite liked her, in fact i spend lots of time with her, and when people criticise her, i back her up... but alas, good things don't last, do they?

let's see, there was a cute and young engineer, gee, i think, don't know can't remember, anyway, she was head over heels, she makes sandwiches for him, and buy things for him, and then he went away... then there was a rocky, some qs or sumthing, not sure, and she was also head over heels... aiyo, i think she must be walking on her head... she buys things for him, handmade some momento for him, and he went away... and then, the consultant, david, same story, she made things for him, made breakfast for him, and he went away... i remember kak cat told me, that david told her that loo loo is scary... and there was kelvin, sumbody's boyfriend, and she actually told me that she wants to snatch kelvin from his gurl... and guess what, did she succeed? no, kelvin's gurl was tall and pretty, and loo loo is well, just loo loo... she made sandwich for kelvin, and etc etc and then he went away...

there are so many other guys in the office whom she has flirted with, and you can't blame her really, given her level of education, and the place she's from, she hardly get any opportunity to get to know guys who are educated, and earns a decent living... so she trying her luck, a little too hard...

well, you want to know what pisses me off? there was a guy in my department, known as boboy... many of you know who exactly that is, and guess what, i heard boboy is getting married! i am not sure if i can trust my source, but we'll leave that as it is... so one day, loo loo told me to tell boboy off, she said boboy is harrassing her, touching her every now and then, so, me like a busy body went to tell boboy off... and then guess what, i saw her harassing boboy away... she was touching him here and there... i was like ?!? so, she is making up stories to make people believe that all guys in the office are like head over heels in love with her... and that disgusts me... and not only the boboy's case, there were many other case... for me to write it here will make the post too long...

anyway, one more distinct thing that i can remember about loo loo, which makes me classify her as "easy" was, she likes sleeping in other guy's house... wait, re-phrase, in other guy's room... many many of them, some of them even got into trouble with their gurls after their gurls found out about the incident... and i think some gurl even came to the office to confront loo loo... easy huh? you be the judge...

my sister's ex

i was driving to work this morning and since hubby is not around, i was just cruising along the roads and was thinking of a few things...

i remembered my brother telling me the other day that my sister's ex is now attending the same church as him, and since i attend the same church as him too, that will make me and my sister's ex church mates... there is nothing special about him really, except the fact that he has two younger brother, joshua and jeremiah (i think)... i remember that joshua is kinda good looking and he is the older one among the two... now, today i am not going to write about joshua, but the other brother, and we'll call him jeremiah for now, or at least until i confirm his name...

so, he was a few years older than me, and when my sister was still dating his brother, she was only, well, maybe around 20, and that will make me 15 at that time... and my sister use to tell me that jeremiah is a shy guy, too shy for a guy... and my sister told me, why don't you tease him... look, when i was in my teens, i used to give guys, or rather, cute guys, prank calls and talk to them and flirt with them... so, i called jeremiah, and spoke to him, and me being me, i am a flirt, a helpless one for that matter... so we talk and talk and eventually, i think he fell for it... then, his mother was complaining that his son is being harrassed by a gurl, and my sister was telling me about it, so it make things a little hard for me... i can't remember how we stop talking over then phone, and i can't remember a lot of things, but poor guy, i feel guilty, i still do...

so to all the guys whom i've called and flirted with, i am sorry, and usually i don't do this alone ok, i have friends who play along...

let's see how many names i can remember,
1. andrew, i called him together with penny, and we ended up as friends until we stop contacting each other when he started working, i think he is about 4 years my senior...
2. jonathan, my partners in crime was janice and li sim (can't remember how to spell her name tho')... he was janice's neighbour, and she is like head over heels... a year my senior i guess, not really a sporting guy...
3. yoon yee (i think i got the name right), rebecca was the one who initiated it, she thinks he is hot, i think he is just clever, one of the top scorers in his time...
4. tze leong, janice thinks he is hot, i thougt he was cute, rebecca thinks he is "the" one... but in reality, he is very "gurlish"... not my kind, cannot speak proper english...
5. ysl, yvonne's cousin, but she plays no part in this, she is a good gurl... rebecca was crazy over him, lasted for a short time, i doubt he remembers me...
6. wareen, i think, this one must be the cutest one of them all... everyone thinks he great...

there must be a few more, i have vague memories, but the names just can't come up... well, what do you expect that was like 15 years ago... i was a teen and i am out to look for fun, you know...